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The post title pretty much describes how I’ve been feeling for the past little while. Wow, has it really been almost a month since I’ve posted? Yeesh.

So let’s just say that Real Life has been critting me big time lately (ha, I made a WoW analogy even if it is a lame one). As a result, I haven’t been my cheery self and I’ve seen it creep into my gaming. Things that normally never bother me, like people out-gearing Niqo in a single night and guildies’ alts out-leveling mine have made me irritated and upset. It’s really petty and selfish and I know that so it makes me feel even worse.

RL problems aside, I think part of the problem is I’ve gotten to used to playing with others. As strange as that sounds, remember that I’ve been playing this game for years largely by my lonesome. And I was cool with it. I need to get back into that in order to stay sane. It hit me one night, the realization that it’s never really changed from that. That may sound kind of sad but I’m the sort of person who can spend hours by myself and not feel lonely. Does that make any sense? >.>

Anyways, some of the RL stuff has been resolved and things are in an upswing now. Heck, I’m even getting a sweet new computer tonight that I’ve been wanting for oh…5 years or so? FINALLY I won’t have to play WoW on someone else’s computer. It will be so sweet.

Things are looking up, getting better. I just have to keep reminding myself about it. >.>

6 Comments

  1. Posted September 4, 2009 at 1:21 pm | Permalink

    Totally not weird to want to spend time by yourself. Or, it’s not weird to my anyway. I’ve always been the type of person to need a good helping of me-time to stay happy and on an even keel.

  2. Posted September 4, 2009 at 2:08 pm | Permalink

    I can offer nothing but hugs… and e-hugs at that…

    Theres nothing wrong with wanting a bit of me time though, some people feel empty if they don’t go out every night, others feel horrible if they go out more than once a fortnight, everyones different so just enjoy doing things your way!

  3. Posted September 4, 2009 at 11:39 pm | Permalink

    Niqo’s getting a computer? *happy dance*

    I just got a new… I think its a heat sink? *shuffles feet* I don’t know enough about computers other than… waaah! Not working right and making funny buzzy noise… HELP! But my guy knows enough to usually fix it. :)

    And Niqo? If it makes you feel any better… you’re always going to be kicking my butt when it comes to gearing. Tzia = undergeared.

    If you want to just hide? Go ahead, we <3 ya anyways. That means Snarls and All.
    .-= Tzia's last blog… Casavel : Story =-.

  4. Posted September 8, 2009 at 12:19 am | Permalink

    I understand how you’re feeling. Just remember to keep your chin up and all that stoof.

    Us blog writers have to stick together right? ;)
    .-= Ninjaoctopus’s last blog… Aspect Of The Pet Tamer =-.

  5. Posted September 8, 2009 at 11:48 pm | Permalink

    I know what talking about. I was mostly playing by myself since the beginning. Lately I’ve been playing a lot with girlfriend. Now I don’t know what to do when she’s not playing with me …Take some time for you.

    Congrats for the new computer by the way ! ;)
    .-= Sellia’s last blog… Oups … I did it again ! =-.

  6. Posted September 9, 2009 at 1:28 pm | Permalink

    Thank you all for your kind words. It was beginning to drive me a little batty thinking that I’m so weird. It’s always good to know that I’m not alone and I’m not completely crazy (or maybe we’re all crazy and that’s the norm >.>)